Father God, as I come to you with the emotions that I have with me on this rainy day. I’m just fighting to cling to your truths. It’s hard being in this place that I am in with no job, no money or even an unlimited metro card to go anywhere. I have no current […]

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5/3/17 Father God, I come to you with thanksgiving on what this moment, and time of stillness that I am in. I come to you with gratitude and love for what you are doing in me. Father God, last night as I walked through a realization that lead to the surrendering of being controlling, possessive, […]

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4/17/17 God please move her. Please move Regina Ann* out of this. Father God, what can I do or say? Father God, please move her and pull her out. I am trying to hear from you Lord and just wanting to know what to do for her or how can I assist? God what job […]

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I don’t know what I want.  I just want God’s truths about me. I want truth about this place that I’m in.  The words that were repeated  for the 99th time don’t hurt enough.  The words that are express don’t trigger the back against the wall. The words don’t trigger being a fighter. The words […]

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April 12, 2017 Sensitivity to your voice along with aggressiveness habits conflict with each other father God. They also are affecting my relationship with you. I pray that I can truly learn from this moment, and just be more sensitive to your spirit. I pray that it’s starting to hurt enough. I’m afraid to get […]

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So where is He? The Bible says  He is our Father so where is He? People say  I’m aggressive  No honey, I just want to  hear from God. Others hear from God. People know  the voice of God yet nitpick and reject  what He commands. I’m just trying  to hear and understand. Why was she  […]

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One hundred sixty four 

It’s so hard to trust you right now I feel like you let me down God  I feel like you continuously just disturbed me Why do I have to be open to a man that doesn’t have my problems  That man will always have an opening  But Wynee had to fend  I want more than […]

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